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♔ HAPPY 2012!!
posted on Tuesday, January 3, 2012 @ 12:02 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hi Everyone, Finally year 2011 left us and we welcome 2012 with something different. To know what's the purpose in life and to have a goal.. Not to live life day-by-day, but to know what's next.

In 2011, many times I lost control of myself, my temper and of course many times I was selfish, I refuse to place others before self. So my new year resolution is to have a heart of charity, to open up and to help those who are in need of a listening ear or a helping hand.

I also would like to encourage all my friends who might have gone astray or have lost total confidence of themselves of even life. That you will pick yourselve up from where you fell and dun give up because all those who loved you have not gave up on you. Dont doubt your own capabilities. All human have their individual flaws. Probably thats what GOD gave us and whatever he does, its of no harm. So dear friends, give yourself a chance to be happy in this year 2012!!! Do something different from last year. If not, every year's gonna be the same and there wont be any improvements.












♔ Friday Night, Crazy Night
posted on Saturday, November 12, 2011 @ 3:56 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Met up with the girls yesterday to Clarke Quay for Italian cuisines, we had our individual main courses with additional pizzas, soup etc. We probably didn’t have our meals for quite a number of days?
After dinner, we recky around Clarke Quay and the girls had ITALIAN ICE CREAM. WOW! Head over town, walked about and settle down somewhere near Wisma and started cammwhoring( girls all-time favourite).
The night was wonderful. Lots of laughter and fun and I believe they girls had a brilliant time too. Let’s meet up soon<3



♔ Who do you say I am.
posted on Saturday, October 29, 2011 @ 4:58 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Celebrated his 26th year’s birthday on Thursday at Buffet Town located at Raffles Shopping centre. I should say the place wasn’t a disappointment because I saw his grin the moment he stepped into the restaurant, filled with excitement and it really comfort me and told myself that everything is worthwhile. Bought his a gift that I believe he LOVES it!
But not long after that life has been a struggle for us. We start to not understand each other anymore and suppressing this relationship, blaming each other for our incapability. It really made me wonder if we are meant to be. Am I more of a liability to you?
Anyway, I won’t want to think about it anymore. I am too drained. I know you might think that I am not the only one feeling this way. I know you are way even more exhausted then me. I know I made you felt like you are teaching a baby who’s learning how to walk but I no longer know myself. I am modifying myself to what others want me to be without knowing who I want to be.
I hope that this relationship will pause from all the expectations for the time being otherwise if we continue to yearn for more we will only jeopardise it. Hope we will work together as a couple to solve things and provide a better tomorrow.
No doubt I still love you!

♔ the flaws i see in myself
posted on Monday, October 24, 2011 @ 5:02 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.


I am actually feeling very sinful or rather I am always sinful. But one thing I think that I am really going out of hand is being CRITICAL! I have been criticising way too much as though I am flawless and perhaps think too highly of myself.

Actually I, myself know why am I doing this. First possible reason, I am jealous of the person. When you don’t content an element that the person has and gets envious, you will try to persuade yourself that ‘Actually that person also not as perfect as what you think’.

Second reason, the person really turn my stomach, in another words disgust me.

I know I am being very nasty. That’s why I am and will remind myself to talk less, observe more and keep negative comments to myself.  Because I always believe in ‘what comes around, goes around’. So the more you condemn, the higher chance you will be the same as that person you dun like, and when that happen, it’s other’s turn to mock at you and make fun of your weakness.

So it’s best to lay low!

♔ A little sharing
posted on Friday, October 21, 2011 @ 4:46 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
I am struggling this few days with all the weird dreams and terrible night mares.
 Seems like my life is pretty screwed and my level of self-destructing rises to the brim AGAIN. I hate it. I tried all means and ways to express my thought but he assured that things won’t happen. But I just can’t swallow the sight of him having minimum intimacy with anyone. I know my love for him is definitely growing fonder. I just insist that even if there’s a 0.0000001% of negative outcome I won’t be able to accept. I know I sucks. I tried, I tried to feel positive but you know it’s not as easy. Moreover, those nights when I dreamt of him breaking up with me makes me think that it’s a sign from God. What so bad about me.. I so cute.. haha…
But…..
I dunno why the hell I feel insecure for when I was the one that once let him down. Maybe it’s due to my believe of ‘KARMA’ and what I heard about him in the past. Yes, slap me for installing those things in me, why? Why do they have to tell me all this things. I on another hand has low self-confident. But you know, it’s definitely not easy to boost up your confidence level unlesssssss…… one keeps praising you. Hahaaha. I know I am not that great and probably there’s more room for improvement. Yea. BUT I STILL LOVE HIM VERY VERY MUCH!
Alright, I’ll end my sharing here… anyway its only between me and this screen.. CHEERS TO YOU DEAR BLOGGER!

♔ My One and Only 19th!
posted on Friday, October 14, 2011 @ 1:36 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
I know its quite late for me to create a post for my birthday. Still I wanna share this wonderful memory that will be intact in me for the rest of my life.

My first celebration with the girls at Chit's Bar and Resturant located near NSRCC.. The place was fantastic. I love the ambience there and th food was superb. I really appreciate it. The cake they bought for me was delicious too.. Hope we will celebrate one another's birthday in the years to come.



Secondly, Went to an Italian Restuarant located at Liang Court, Clark Quay. The food there was CHEAP and GOOD. Initial plan was to drink at BREWEKZ but seems like its so popular. Friday, FULL-HOUSE. Super crowded. So we had an alternative. Not very prefect but still we enjoyed other another's company.. Anw, I didnt mention. It was to celebrate our dear friend, BENJAMIN TAN's 21st birthday!!!


Thirdly, Vienna with family to celebrate Gary and My Birthday. Food was alright. I enjoyed my family member, cousins, aunties and uncles company. Went home after buffet to cut cake. Coincidentally this cake was totally the same one as the one i had with the girls jus that this is half a kg larger. haha..

Lastly, On my actual birthday, My dearest boy had a birthday surprise for me. He secretly gathered all my friends at his house and the moment i reached his place i had a shocked of my life. This sincerely prove how much time he spend planning with all the guys and his parents who prepared steamboat for me.. I had pictures for that day but they are all unglammed. haha.. I really love my boy so much and I am really stressing on how i am going to return him a surprise on his birthday... STRESS!

♔ A little update
posted on Wednesday, October 5, 2011 @ 12:25 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

School resumed on Monday, 3 October 2011.

SO FAR SO GOOD. But just trying to adapt to WAKING UP EARLY. Trying to put in my very best for this last semester, give it my best shot and off I'll graduate from ITE!

Life was pretty good. Of course when life is GOOD, money is slowly draining from my bank. The more I enjoy, the more my bank is gonna suffer on my behalf. haha. So now I'm trying to spend lesser. TRYING!

I'm gonna celebrate my birthday later with the girls. We are going to a bar near Tanah Merah Chalet.. Dunno what's that place. Anw, heard that the ambience there is awesome, delicacies there are cheap and good. Hope it wont be a dissappointment.

Of course I very much appreciate the guys for putting so much effort to celebrate my 19th birthday. Love them. Though there's only the three of us left but we're happier aint we?

Indeed there's a phrase ' The More The Merrier ' but for us, we have so much of love and dedications for each other that is why we are so happy!

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♔ HAPPY 2012!!
posted on Tuesday, January 3, 2012 @ 12:02 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Hi Everyone, Finally year 2011 left us and we welcome 2012 with something different. To know what's the purpose in life and to have a goal.. Not to live life day-by-day, but to know what's next.

In 2011, many times I lost control of myself, my temper and of course many times I was selfish, I refuse to place others before self. So my new year resolution is to have a heart of charity, to open up and to help those who are in need of a listening ear or a helping hand.

I also would like to encourage all my friends who might have gone astray or have lost total confidence of themselves of even life. That you will pick yourselve up from where you fell and dun give up because all those who loved you have not gave up on you. Dont doubt your own capabilities. All human have their individual flaws. Probably thats what GOD gave us and whatever he does, its of no harm. So dear friends, give yourself a chance to be happy in this year 2012!!! Do something different from last year. If not, every year's gonna be the same and there wont be any improvements.












♔ Friday Night, Crazy Night
posted on Saturday, November 12, 2011 @ 3:56 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Met up with the girls yesterday to Clarke Quay for Italian cuisines, we had our individual main courses with additional pizzas, soup etc. We probably didn’t have our meals for quite a number of days?
After dinner, we recky around Clarke Quay and the girls had ITALIAN ICE CREAM. WOW! Head over town, walked about and settle down somewhere near Wisma and started cammwhoring( girls all-time favourite).
The night was wonderful. Lots of laughter and fun and I believe they girls had a brilliant time too. Let’s meet up soon<3



♔ Who do you say I am.
posted on Saturday, October 29, 2011 @ 4:58 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
Celebrated his 26th year’s birthday on Thursday at Buffet Town located at Raffles Shopping centre. I should say the place wasn’t a disappointment because I saw his grin the moment he stepped into the restaurant, filled with excitement and it really comfort me and told myself that everything is worthwhile. Bought his a gift that I believe he LOVES it!
But not long after that life has been a struggle for us. We start to not understand each other anymore and suppressing this relationship, blaming each other for our incapability. It really made me wonder if we are meant to be. Am I more of a liability to you?
Anyway, I won’t want to think about it anymore. I am too drained. I know you might think that I am not the only one feeling this way. I know you are way even more exhausted then me. I know I made you felt like you are teaching a baby who’s learning how to walk but I no longer know myself. I am modifying myself to what others want me to be without knowing who I want to be.
I hope that this relationship will pause from all the expectations for the time being otherwise if we continue to yearn for more we will only jeopardise it. Hope we will work together as a couple to solve things and provide a better tomorrow.
No doubt I still love you!

♔ the flaws i see in myself
posted on Monday, October 24, 2011 @ 5:02 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.


I am actually feeling very sinful or rather I am always sinful. But one thing I think that I am really going out of hand is being CRITICAL! I have been criticising way too much as though I am flawless and perhaps think too highly of myself.

Actually I, myself know why am I doing this. First possible reason, I am jealous of the person. When you don’t content an element that the person has and gets envious, you will try to persuade yourself that ‘Actually that person also not as perfect as what you think’.

Second reason, the person really turn my stomach, in another words disgust me.

I know I am being very nasty. That’s why I am and will remind myself to talk less, observe more and keep negative comments to myself.  Because I always believe in ‘what comes around, goes around’. So the more you condemn, the higher chance you will be the same as that person you dun like, and when that happen, it’s other’s turn to mock at you and make fun of your weakness.

So it’s best to lay low!

♔ A little sharing
posted on Friday, October 21, 2011 @ 4:46 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
I am struggling this few days with all the weird dreams and terrible night mares.
 Seems like my life is pretty screwed and my level of self-destructing rises to the brim AGAIN. I hate it. I tried all means and ways to express my thought but he assured that things won’t happen. But I just can’t swallow the sight of him having minimum intimacy with anyone. I know my love for him is definitely growing fonder. I just insist that even if there’s a 0.0000001% of negative outcome I won’t be able to accept. I know I sucks. I tried, I tried to feel positive but you know it’s not as easy. Moreover, those nights when I dreamt of him breaking up with me makes me think that it’s a sign from God. What so bad about me.. I so cute.. haha…
But…..
I dunno why the hell I feel insecure for when I was the one that once let him down. Maybe it’s due to my believe of ‘KARMA’ and what I heard about him in the past. Yes, slap me for installing those things in me, why? Why do they have to tell me all this things. I on another hand has low self-confident. But you know, it’s definitely not easy to boost up your confidence level unlesssssss…… one keeps praising you. Hahaaha. I know I am not that great and probably there’s more room for improvement. Yea. BUT I STILL LOVE HIM VERY VERY MUCH!
Alright, I’ll end my sharing here… anyway its only between me and this screen.. CHEERS TO YOU DEAR BLOGGER!

♔ My One and Only 19th!
posted on Friday, October 14, 2011 @ 1:36 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.
I know its quite late for me to create a post for my birthday. Still I wanna share this wonderful memory that will be intact in me for the rest of my life.

My first celebration with the girls at Chit's Bar and Resturant located near NSRCC.. The place was fantastic. I love the ambience there and th food was superb. I really appreciate it. The cake they bought for me was delicious too.. Hope we will celebrate one another's birthday in the years to come.



Secondly, Went to an Italian Restuarant located at Liang Court, Clark Quay. The food there was CHEAP and GOOD. Initial plan was to drink at BREWEKZ but seems like its so popular. Friday, FULL-HOUSE. Super crowded. So we had an alternative. Not very prefect but still we enjoyed other another's company.. Anw, I didnt mention. It was to celebrate our dear friend, BENJAMIN TAN's 21st birthday!!!


Thirdly, Vienna with family to celebrate Gary and My Birthday. Food was alright. I enjoyed my family member, cousins, aunties and uncles company. Went home after buffet to cut cake. Coincidentally this cake was totally the same one as the one i had with the girls jus that this is half a kg larger. haha..

Lastly, On my actual birthday, My dearest boy had a birthday surprise for me. He secretly gathered all my friends at his house and the moment i reached his place i had a shocked of my life. This sincerely prove how much time he spend planning with all the guys and his parents who prepared steamboat for me.. I had pictures for that day but they are all unglammed. haha.. I really love my boy so much and I am really stressing on how i am going to return him a surprise on his birthday... STRESS!

♔ A little update
posted on Wednesday, October 5, 2011 @ 12:25 AM | 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

School resumed on Monday, 3 October 2011.

SO FAR SO GOOD. But just trying to adapt to WAKING UP EARLY. Trying to put in my very best for this last semester, give it my best shot and off I'll graduate from ITE!

Life was pretty good. Of course when life is GOOD, money is slowly draining from my bank. The more I enjoy, the more my bank is gonna suffer on my behalf. haha. So now I'm trying to spend lesser. TRYING!

I'm gonna celebrate my birthday later with the girls. We are going to a bar near Tanah Merah Chalet.. Dunno what's that place. Anw, heard that the ambience there is awesome, delicacies there are cheap and good. Hope it wont be a dissappointment.

Of course I very much appreciate the guys for putting so much effort to celebrate my 19th birthday. Love them. Though there's only the three of us left but we're happier aint we?

Indeed there's a phrase ' The More The Merrier ' but for us, we have so much of love and dedications for each other that is why we are so happy!

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